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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

A move from present to future...

reflecting on today gives me an overall feeling of ease. maybe the comfort is from the music i'm listening to, but i love knowing that i have friends that care and love me. being locked up and isolated in this world that another person, completely distant from myself, made has depressed me long enough. it's time to get back on my feet and take my direction.

i need my ability to write again...to clearly speak out my mind.

to direct my purpose, i am so sorry for forgetting God, & i am quite embarrassed to admit that while he was reaching out his whole self to me, i pulled back in reaction. Well, not anymore.
Thank you Dear God for all your blessings; for all the friends that have not forgotten me and forgave me countless times. You are always there for me :)

i pray for the strength to push away and banish all the negatives in my mind, soul, and surrounding. clear my mind of all things that burden my heart and drains my good spirit.

please always be at our sides to light and guard; to rule and guide. take care of my parents, my little brothers, my older brother, my sister, aaron, tay, ricardo, bryan, sunshine, and all my other friends. lift up our burdens, as it is usually said, and personally comfort us. Amen.

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