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Saturday, September 13, 2008

TURN THE LIGHTS OFF

Hello! I feel wacky! Thousands of things to get done. Oh I love blogging!! hahah!

I am so myself right now.. I feel like me..

To get started... another list.
  • English 101 Essay (4pages)
  • Anatomy
  • Cultural Speech
  • MATH 130...
Wow... I need to start.. I have nothing to say though. I sound like a dumb ass.

Then another list, a more personal list
  • Lose weight, must be 120 at the most
  • Be more friendly and social? haha
  • Reconnect with friends. Must contact best friend Ricardo Marin.
  • Be closer to God
OK. Miguel Jontel is goood.. sheesh!

Friday, September 5, 2008

a new school year

ayy yay yayyy!

and how do I start this again? I am completely thoughtless. Or a better way of putting it is, mute.
yup! yes! mute! I have nothing to say.

trouble, trouble, trouble.

This semester, I have to face college math at 7 am. Then, the nightmare of all nightmares -or at least what they've drawn me to think- Anatomy. woow.. I know. I wonder if it's really as difficult as they claim it to be.

All I know is, right now nothing seems to affect me. What do I do?

In fact, I have a lecture exam on Wednesday! It's so close, I need to study.

After the lecture, I have the lab. I need help! But nobody seems to feel comfortable working with me. But I need help. I need it now! PLEASE dear Lord God, I need your help.

For Tuesday, I used to get up for my fitness swimming class. I dropped it, just a few minutes ago. It was hard. Too difficult for me to pass. I wish it isn't. It was a challenge! ahaha.. But I was not ready. A challenge I could not take.

So now, I could actually attend an S.I. session...(for my anatomy class).

If I refuse to go, I attend an English 101 class. This one, this is hard as well.

& after that, I have a speech class. Another class I dread. Things will get better.

For now, I have to go. This blog did not turn out as I intended it to.