Not having much to do the whole week, has definitely got me used to living life without chaos. Since school has a practical schedule here, when vacation is over, it's over for all the students; there's no difference between the schools. During that period, weekday mornings are hectic then calms down to mellow afternoons. Since my family is occupied all at the same time, I usually have the whole first floor of our house to myself. Everyday of the week I have time to clean, watch a movie, talk to friends and use the computer. Then, the weekend comes, which isn't much of a difference considering that I just have more people in the house, but with the same activities. Technically, everyday is a "lazy Sunday" for me, unlike in Los Angeles.
Growing up in a busy city, it is inevitable to hear cars, loud ambulances, children playing and shouting in the streets, and disorder in the house. Breathing that lifestyle everyday of your life will definitely tire you, and make you long for a quiet, non hectic day. When the day comes, you feel its serene atmosphere then your desire of one day turns to everyday. It is a practical story -you want a little, then you want more. But as they say, too much of anything is bad. Can it be the same for this situation? I've lived that, and yes, too much calmness can still tire you. It's nice once in a while, but time does come when I want to be overwhelmed with schedule too.
Being an adolescent, I need room to grow, and schedule to follow. In the actuality of mature, but not enough, I tend to feel useless when I have nothing to do. Then when I get the chance to prove my abilities, fear rules over me. Suddenly, thoughts remind me that I used to be capable of this amount of pressure, in L.A.
I sometimes miss the Sunday Mornings in L.A. It's very different from Sunday Mornings in Palmdale.
Growing up in a busy city, it is inevitable to hear cars, loud ambulances, children playing and shouting in the streets, and disorder in the house. Breathing that lifestyle everyday of your life will definitely tire you, and make you long for a quiet, non hectic day. When the day comes, you feel its serene atmosphere then your desire of one day turns to everyday. It is a practical story -you want a little, then you want more. But as they say, too much of anything is bad. Can it be the same for this situation? I've lived that, and yes, too much calmness can still tire you. It's nice once in a while, but time does come when I want to be overwhelmed with schedule too.
Being an adolescent, I need room to grow, and schedule to follow. In the actuality of mature, but not enough, I tend to feel useless when I have nothing to do. Then when I get the chance to prove my abilities, fear rules over me. Suddenly, thoughts remind me that I used to be capable of this amount of pressure, in L.A.
I sometimes miss the Sunday Mornings in L.A. It's very different from Sunday Mornings in Palmdale.
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